A letter from November 29th, 2020

Dear Me, I hope by the time you received this you know now how to handle your emotions well, and evaluate others emotions more better. I hope you are happy, i hope you decide to keep fighting like you have throughout life so far. Right now (10:14pm in 90 STAG- cold and dark on the 29/11/2020) im sat on my bed writing this letter after seeing a tiktok about this sight, is it even legit? i guess we will find out! Im feeling ok, id say an 8/10 and today is a fairly good day. Tomorrow i am going for a drive and watching prison break as i am obsessed with the show! Is netflix still around and is Snapchat, Instagram and Tiktok still so popular? I know its **** having mental health issues and i hope and pray they improve but for the time being you're gonna be amazing and go far and succeed. I want to carry on at college- try my best, continue learning to drive- eventually i will pass, meet new people and love, laugh and live to the fullest. Have i done these thing in the future i wonder? How is your mental health? Have you moved out? How are the dogs? How are my parents? Have you finished college? Have you cleared up your acne? Are you starting to love yourself like you should? Do you have a job? Have you fallen in love? Have you discovered yourself? Are you single? Have you travelled and met amazing people? Have you been depressed? Have you passed your drivers test? Have you broken any bones? Are you feeling nervous about christmas? These are all the questions i want to know about you (me) so you know what that means? Ive gotta stick around to find out. Have you celebrated your 18th birthday? Your 19th? Your 20th? Your 21st? 22nd? If so, thats many more years than i expected i would at times so im fricking proud of you!!!!! I hope you are happy with however and wherever life has taken you. I hope mum and dad are well. I hope they are very supporting with what kind of lifestyle you chose and I hope that your relationship with them is a bit better... I hope you're contented and satisfied with no regrets once you received this e-mail. Please fulfill all your dreams coz anything is possible, and everything happens for a reason so please don't give up. Love: Your 17 years old self x