A letter from November 29th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you already have a course to study because I know how indecisive you are. Study hard and keep the faith! hehe hsm. Anyway, do you still have acne? Even if you do, you know how small and uneccessary that problem is. You are beautiful. No question, no doubt, no even ifs. Stay strong! Oh and also, do you have a bf now? I mean you're probably allowed to have one since you're already 19. If you do, say hi to him for me. Say it's from your 14 year old self who watches relationship tiktoks just for her to feel butterflies again. Again, wow. I don't know if I have fully moved on so I hope have already. It's been five years. I wonder what I'll be in the future. A doctor? Surgeon? Lawyer? Prosecutor? These were the careers I wanted. Have you found your group of friends yet? You know how lonely you were when you were 14. You didn't really have any friends. Are you emotionally okay? I hope you are. Are you financially stable? You got a job now? I also hope your room is aesthetic now hehe. I may not know what will happen in five years but I hope you keep going. Tiktok may be over then? but do you still remember all the dances you've danced? Cringe or not? I hope you're proud of yourself because I am. You've gone so far in just 5 years. Just know that your younger you is probably so amazed of how far you've come. Keep going. I know you can do it. And are there flying cars now by the year uh 2025? or 2026? Gosh, that feels so weird. Year 2026. It's year 2020 and you know how bad it is ajjdjskf. The year where you had most acne. The year where you had to leave Saudi Arabia and go to Philippines. The year you lost most of the people around you. The year you lost yourself. The year you lost your home. The year where you were so stressed about school. The year where you thought you will die because of WW3. The year coronavirus cancelled all your plans. The year where you hoped everything will be alright. The year where you thought you'd have clear skin in 6 months. I hope 2026 isn't that year. I hope 2026 is the year of growth and learning. Give your best in all. And sana ol may boyfriend na. Joke KAJDKAKDKS. I wonder if my sense of style developed. How about Jayelle? Did you forget about her? I think this is the sign to talk to her and ask how she's been. You know you'll always be there for her. I know you're prob shy to talk to her but you only live once. You did promise each other to continue texting. You know that she'll always be there for you. So GOOOOO. Text her now. And maybe even meet up if she's in phil. She prob is because she's going to college. Don't forget your friendship. The years you spent together. Especially during grade 8. Oh how dramatic I was. I hope you still remember that. How are you? Are you okay? Are you sure? Hmm did you work out to get that hourglass body. I know you've been dreaming about that. But it doesn't matter if you have an hourglass body or not. You are perfect. I still get very insecure about my acne. I hope you aren't. It's been 5 years. I wonder how tall you are already. Oh, are you in another country? Have you visited Paris yet? Don't forget Adrinette! And also Hessa. Have you seen the Northern Lights? Or have you been to that glowing beach in Maldives? I hope we can talk. Maybe like a Firebird like in the Trilogy series. I hope you still remember the love of your life, Paul Markov. Ooh, how many books do you have now? A whole library? I have so much to ask. I really wish I could talk to a more mature me. Maybe? Joke. Okay i guess that's all. Bye.