A letter from November 27th, 2020

Hey babe, How are you? how is your life? What I think I'm going to do is tell you what I think and want your life to be and you can tell me how actually is you life! I honestly hope you are doing a PhD, because that would be a dream. I don't think we are capable of doing so, but also I think we kinda are. We are smart, but also kinda lazy. And we like to think a lot, we just do not get opportunities to show that. If you are doing a PhD, what is it about?? I honestly do not know what I want to sped the rest of my life thinking of. Are you in Spain?? I'm writing this on my last year of the undergraduate degree, and kind of struggling. I should be studying but alas! here i am, writing a letter to myself. You also want to move and study a masters abroad, but that is going to be impossible (u are broke) How's mom and dad and carmen? Right now, mom and you are very angry at each other. You can check your golden journal if you don't remember why. Dad is ok. Carmen is back to not eating very well and you are very worried. Everyone is very worried about Carmen not eating. Do you still jounal?? is it very cringy?? do you have a job?? do you still put two question marks always?? haha. Are you and Marta still friends? What about Ana? And the girls from Edinbugh?? Did any of them marry? DID YOU MARRY? (i don't think you are, it's only been 5 years... but do you have somebody? and kids? pls tell me you don't have kids you're way too young and the thought of having a CHILD in less that 5 years scares the hell out of me) I don't think I have much else to say. Please do something like this to future ana. She'll apreciate this. I love you, always. 21-year-old Ana.