A letter from November 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How is your day? I've been thinking about writing this for a couple of weeks now, you know? Maybe I'll try writing more often now. How are things for you? I have a question: How do you talk to people you like? Like, you know what i mean :). Atm I'm interested in somebody... (Gee), and i have no idea how i could aproach them. They are weirdly intimidating? Like in a differen way from @ for example, but they are intimidating cuz i find them really cool tbh, and obviously attractive. But like, around them I feel like I am somehow uninteresting, like why would somebody like them date someone like me? No matter how much I daydream and joke, in the end this is what i believe and i kinda hate it, u know? Piti also pointed it out to me and said that i should stop assuming that i will never have a chance with the person I like, cuz it is the reason i am single. And i get it, i really do but how do i stop it? How do i stop feeling that the people i like would never look at me? I hope you will have figured it out to be honest. Also i find it kinda funny hoe whenever a friend of mine has a crush i tell them to be brave and that there is nothing they could lose, but somehow that doesn't apply to me?! Like, hoe, how does it not apply to you?(is it apply or aply?). Yeah so i don't know. At this point I don't even know them well enough to say anything so i guess we'll see how things go from here? Besides terrible, hopefully :)) Anyways, have fun u ******* homosexual -You (this letter would have been a ******* mess if it were for an exam or something aka 0 points for me )