A letter from November 1st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You found this website on an app named tiktok hopefully it is still as popping as today but u seen this and went straight to it to write this letter to you. Today is November 1 2020, im pretty sure you remember this covid-19 thing and how it messed up your b-day but it was fine because it wasnt going as planned anyways cause nothing ever went as planned for you. If your happy now i dont think u should keep reading because i really came on hear to vent about all the horrible **** that happened to me you never really told anybody how you felt and really kept it all bottled up so i hope now u prolly have someone you really trust enough to tell and if its not Neeka then its okay but yall two have so much in common when it comes down to the problems yall suffered but you managed to be yourself through every challenge god put in your path. ever since you moved in with your fav sis life has gotten easier but then hunters father messed it up when ya know, ofc u cried because ur sister ur older sister or fav sister just lost to much at on time and she still managed to keep a smile on my face and on hers and armani and hunter, she is the definition of strong and if your not like her then ur not grown up yet. yea i know that you was forced to grow up fast but you still dont know what your doing yet and thats fine . ive realized yesterday night that i haven't cried in a whole month which is normal to some ppl but for me i think i realized im finally starting to be happy and im having a normal relationship with my mother. its almost Christmas and ik you remember but Christmas was not to good for you ever and so wasn't your b-days but 2020 was the best so far and it hasn't even happen yet. Anyways i was proud of my self that i texted the group chat @ like 2 in the morning about it and they where proud of me to and then TJ went on about how she cried but didint know why or when and i told her that it want worth her tears, hopefully yall still have the gc and yall grow up together. well where ever you are i hope your doing well i dont really know where i want to be now but hopefully i made the right choice, and hopefully AOC is running for president and Biden did well cause election is on the 3rd and Biden better have won, and u better went and had voted cause your old enough now. **** what i said earlier im not going to remind you about how you were depressed and **** but if ur genuinely happy i am so proud of u im going to give u the body u always wanted even tho im 15 idc idc i nevr even really went outside u was such a homebody but u better be going out know and have fun and stepped out the comfort zone. Be the baddest ***** ever i love u so much. ps: Your younger self