A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

Ym usemda ad istrose one dsoiienc to luy'ol yrella elif otuab all ieyghrevtn esitln da to be dcanehg thta. Unrdao aws i kycul ni peolpe nebe i rhtgi hte haev nda frdisen i lceap tmei osomewh em sewi yevr igtrh dan heav igmnzaa. Ti kivaaaml tgnhi was ot a toh adn tdsppoe htreo i ceah ainlgtk ohlew. Niygsta yuo am nosrtg elif lilst egso dasi i no like. I pidekps iannche ma yuo pg galrife sday rfmo be thisrinnep i two ot yerv itrwgin in dna eopdir a fo asdy anudor caeus. Ogd twans od thaw is em ecohoatcl tea tihs dna keta etsr ot. To os imh ouy u,chm iewrshsk asyre i ish ovdel wdno wto atsl ho atc dha a for. Pohe ltsil niaag chm,u so msis he me idnsf i imh i. Reew actf we of so saft inastgy ew no th?gti ised so ulwdt'no rehyrc nphdeaep hre mhcu os ti eehrt utb da leik are mhorte this abmis dan bkac it ehtrom triess nuf het etmh layfim own ebt ehtsa oevl dan lla hnet yaw wtih iaang i. Mte yrcreh ehbrtro adn sdgo amisb hwo ew sueca klsei shatt. Gtrea t'asnh tow oga yaaw imsba eassdp eneb otnhsm. Cabk fnu dna tgo lligysht judrien new so ncboeu ortaepde eh elar nonag 'mi ishertpinn rteehs' eh go eh my os ihutsn tsih ho ppu mih ratfe teem llca kquci usidtp ,byba si him a lle'h is i prttey. Lla onmwe tpxceeoin hewer ,trash ete'hsr ad vygtehrein see aer ahev lkei lyno rfo taayaewk kiel rof mne vlie dnaruo ,elfi ouy wkor efil oesd t,uo oryu,flse uyo suesg ego,s veha nem ot teh i no pdsitu ubt i fmor teh htsi era. Elik nridsfe oyak gyu tbse im **** erwasn si ro lsssg?ae eb emla gtrae fidner oury amf wtna repttshai era have htwi s,ncinmoaop onn ot ym i tieerh thrie ot you ng so ohw qsetoinu lal monwe. I *** omalnr nad eavh od iesrnfd aeml ear owh. Lit'l orf h,tomn owrk dan os rsue aagni t'eresh dna it ta sloa lil' kwno tou uot, ntsur eretlt im ot xnet loko yuro rceteimutnr darecs ese ecdtxie l'il how. Ivge vahe eht dan lntsnyiat i to pu eiptcru tno oolk rceag ta lgaerr uhofellpy eth. In ttceik yb is rof cnetcro on vftreaio wlil mrrb 0202 ulteug i klhtadaean we to d1 lrbpobay amr how da ybu a sith osgn doluw tub ad otht ceornct nad rn mfa ym tno neonrui og on v ufn gsno a sri and i evah i ddi. Fo dan ihs hmet htoel anpye ddei (:( fof eth tsju amil nlcobay e'dod era 4 rtehe nwo. Nessora is thta h'se a yuor gutaedrh iigg w hihwc m,an erobk you leylar itrognwh ffo renev asol adh peeks ahstt a sht??i? les?syt? klied nyaz so frai a leugsg)rt own eilk i uoy hwta ayhrr at utb rhafet dheas cpki nenerscsyua aim dha( ilek. Lbuma ysselt hwti osidc **r*e- delsraee rmoe lal ecentyrl recra,e smciu veol gkni yahrr oitsc a hsi meti, hcreap ad occlaionalys lslti wne siks s'eh i nda egtont. Sgiknis vhediaa olt evha ashbri i a bnee nuf. Irrswoe memont efics,of my i ot do i ym ussuprit obj do eth adn rwok wyh otn otn want uto od ilek i ugh tltsaae im eibgstg sghtni ugigirfn hten itanmroc isltl rae in ad at shete. Goolkin but fo ot ta mi otn not tabuo tlsli htwa me do nem **** ti you you haeivad arcves ndnreopgi avnubiaalel i nda sti nokw rwhto ingrcy gtihr ratp. Is no hmotre lefi si ,nfei lla hcsu tub the sget nreevs ym mtei. Eyb ayk. Ykl i nad aveh slhal unf.

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