A letter from July 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are doing better than when I wrote this letter ... As of today, I'm still frustratingly seeking external validation for my confidence and sense of self-love but more and more do I find it on my own! I've also yet treated my depression but that shouldn't be long before I finally take the step toward healing. For 2025 I hope you're doing better than I was doing; that you're not afraid of people leaving you anymore (greater friends will come along), that you finally began healing and aren't seeking as much external validation as you did, that you frickin finally figured out the situation with your boyfriend Benjamin (God knows that was a mind boggler). I hope you are loved, well on your way toward a degree and finally figure out what you want out of this weird but passionate life of yours !