A letter from July 18th, 2020

Dear Future Me Sup dude. I'm 18. And I just realised that I missed most of my childhood, I never had friends to do dumb stuff with, to laugh with, to have cute slumber parties and gossip about crushes. The only real friend I've ever had was Kutloano. Even now as I'm in my first year and about to turn 19, I dont have friends for life. I go to the mall alone, I dont have anyone to dress up with and go to Rocomamas or Spur or anyone to visits rooms with at Res. Basically I am most unhappy and ***** doesn't seem like such a bad idea. I hope when you read, this you have friends who will be your bridesmaids and friends to call over and have icecream on bad days. Have you met your future father of my kids yet? ooh I'd like to know all about it. P.S. Please stop thinking about what other people will think and be happy. Work, Get money, and travel the world. If you still dont have friends, remember...Your siblings are your besties. I love you. I hope I look Good older.