A letter from July 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey, boke. what's up???? i hope u no longer type like this and type like a real person boke. ok, so on your bday July 20, 2020 haikyuu just ended and ik it still hurts. uh, i hope you've already told your parents u know, the truth. the truth about u, the truth about everything. how u stay awake at night thinking what could've happen if you've chosen an alternate decision for everything that happened. it's devastating ik, but i hope you've already forgiven yourself and pretty much that one particular person. i am proud of u and I hope you're well. pls stay skinny, charot. i want you to know that at this point of life, i don't have the confidence and pretty much still feel insecure and pathetic. but i hope in five years I'm actually something worthy and better. luv u <33