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Dear Jemma in July 2020,
well it’s been one month since i wrote this how’s life. This is the part where it could get really morbid if something bad happened to you, if it did oops and i hope your reading this at the funeral because it is technically my last written thought because god knows you don’t have the patience to keep a diary. So what’s the parent situation like, right now your very sad about the whole situation and your mums insisting that it’s over but kind of has a split personality about the whole thing but i guess that’s life. Is lockdown still in full force? if it is that’s pretty shit. Have you been able to go to town? PLEASE SAY YOU SAID FUCK WHAT EVERYONE ELSE THINKS AND BOUGHT MOM JEANS because even though this is only a month later i hope you’ve evolved in some aspect. Except the whole possible divorce situation your doing pretty decent right now, hope your not like depressed when you read this if the whole thing got worse:( the vibes are pretty good right now and you’ve got a sort of thing with john right now??? like wtf and i think you like him so far but there’s this weird thing where you like him but you don’t want him to be your boyfriend because in this current moment a boyfriend seems to be a problem for you? i don’t know what it is but he does make you happy, so far anyway please say that if it ended it wasn’t weird. i’d hate for it to be weird because your good friends with him and he kind of knows you a lot better than most people do. I feel like i’m writing this with huge expectations because it’s only a month but are you any closer to having your shit together please say you are, maybe not
hugely but maybe you’ve made progress. Advice from yourself in June 2020:
• try to stop caring so much about what people thing it’s eating you up inside
•accept that you can’t fix everything, we all know how badly you want to be in control of everything but somethings are (sadly) out of your control
• once again FUCK EVERYONE ELSE including your friends no ones opinion matters but your own
•stop apologising so much you can’t help parts of your personality
•don’t discount your own troubles even if someone else’s seems worse yours is just as valid
•stop obsessing over your appearance, it’s not healthy
Other than that keep killing it your emotional bitch🦋
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