A letter from May 13th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You grew up... I hoped you learned to love yourself always and to always put yourself first no matter what situation. I hope you learned to never compare yourself to others because your beautiful for the way you are. I hope your more successful right now, Being more productive, Focusing more on positive things, Having a good mindset, And not doing stupid things. I hope you gained more confidence and more self love. I hope you let go of things that really hurt you. Please stop letting people take you for granted because you have a good heart. I hope you already started doing good deeds. I don’t ever want you to feel like your never good enough because you are. I hope you focused more on your future. You need to stop being insecure... Let go of him if he’s still the same person. You were so insecure and depressed, You felt like you were so ugly and not good enough. I remember looking in the mirror and just breaking down.. I hope your not doing that anymore. Never get too attached... Never fall in love too fast... DO NOT RUSH THINGS.. AND ALWAYS PUT YOURSELF FIRST NO MATTER WHAT. I hope you have learned that by now. Please i hope your not being down the way you were.I want you to be happier, More successful, And never comparing yourself to others, having self love, always putting yourself first. I keep telling you always put yourself first because you don’t know what will happen when you put others first. remember putting brando first before you? Yeah, you were so hurt but you still loved him... BUT, THATS THE REASON YOU PUT YOURSELF FIRST ... because your gonna end up getting hurt. I hope your not toxic the way you were... Please be more open and i hope your being honest about the way you feel about people. I hope life gets better. Everyone is happy and things get back to normal. I hope your friends with noah again.. I hope you guys are on good terms more than ever.. I hope you and brando are on good terms too... I hope you find someone who knows your worth, not comparing you to other girls, Doing stupid **** to make you hurt. BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOUR WORTH AND YOUR A BAD ***** OKAY? I hope the family is better than ever... I really hope you gained more confidence in yourself and self love... Anyways i’m gonna go now, I LOVE YOU <333333🧡