Dear FutureMe,
are you happy now? do you wake up feeling like there is a reason for you to be awake and alive? have you found love in a person, a friend, family, are you in love? have you recovered from your eating disorders and is your anxiety any less? do you eat food and not question it? did you ever tell your parents that you're struggling? how's coryn and what happened with the boys? is chaos still healthy? is your mom and your relationship any better? when did corona stop controlling your life? hows high school, did you make freshman year memorable? how often do you smoke now? did you lose interest in school, did you lose your faith in your success? did somebody break your heart this year? are you over drake still? did you ever get to kiss jack or have you kissed somebody and really meant it? are you okay? i hope you love life. - mena :)
Epilogue
about 5 years later
hi mena. i am happy for the most part. i definitely wake up with purpose - i wouldn't say i 100% feel alive yet though. i have found lots of...
Worte flte nda evi vloe hnew is eevr ermo hgtayinn ,vole meinuflgna dlorw fo engeuin anth a vrodsdecie ahtt i i adh letetr hist. Sa am ni lve,o wlle i. I wkon gtutah be aevh keli 'otnd ademr saetl edn rspone em uodfn ahs utb anc werhe how 'litl wath anc it nda who mkea levo ta a yuo u,p i. Adn hseotn woh yrlale nad i mom my dda tsighn i evnre ,be maitdtde buato ot nac yhtaerp dab niaeyxt enbga ahve tbu am. Em my yhet btu asnrgih llew, yhte did 'dnto aemk efegsinl tno olas ccnitmameuo grteer. Nrocy is i thlsynoe no ieda woh vhae. Ipirdnefhs a ei'v her tow we ot verne rtafe i in dna sayr,e tiknh opsenk era,y 'odtn rseopmhoo dndkelrei. Treow hawt woh etfar nvee tyeh ddneief i ma won knwo taht i i etm itdn'd lpeope i dan new ear how stih hwne. Oicvd e"ht it nad reenv ob"ys agani i ughn onoacr) yca(rz otu i ith eafrt cleald hatt. In up my ilef, hwo ot icntduoen ist opp nfuyn ethy oughth. Tneatb all ot lnedke woh for to oopzlegida rmop hsgan uory nad sa etwn )tlsil si ym uoy onw tteadre hnao ym hitw eyht itme won tdgina feca, tou abcle ttea ubt whti areoo,tmm e,ybfindro eth wten no (ont. Uoy stap coahs wtoer smreum hsit eakm atth teh ti ddint'. Mssi i eilk mih, but don't ltsli gdso i rayeomn. ,yares eb voer ebermmre to udse i eopidrvm mom hawt so hmcu ot eikl nad ti ym dahr het tis. Me hcum btu gesusrglt sda ti stuj akems how n,ow hes. Moedl i em to a si hwo nreve watn she htta eb ads fo semak it. Avhe saw dgoo hihg i od raey utb lohsco rnsfmahe iynacelrt ton eiermmso mrfo amre,melob. Uot ligynpa abpllkecli esilfd ugnrinn mua,tekos rtuohgh cra tae,l and hingts. Buarus itwh hte tuknr ednrnsi ngai eth ni nad of sstsune. On evdirs spaoleu teh. Gneo lierped iths htta a esuckd nwo tub os i shwi and mi to it salo rfmo afr ti ooerns i adh of ,otl. Im ensorcdnigi i ontd' oeghun unfny ,lla gaain igttrnas at utb omesk. Lsitl dan awy worry uans,xio odof rtbeet mi sti lltis reov i - tub wy,a. Rnoleg on ittcades dsay my ti. Atifh awy huogthr ohutgf me rdopu uccesss i ahtt eosl in ni a nda meska tno my ddi hcloos i. Csodhmapceli edderma ot i i egatr rehwe fo, ogt i and sgihtn aevh. If yan but - ti wno htgir to the was nwek did i sit i het twha of i nigve tub say bset ulocd rhda iocceh. Ym idd haret phenap it utlavenyle btu hei,awl oberkn in bdy'oosn. Gksnisi letsyabulo y'odu c,jka tebs eolv fell eb his utb whti of ot ouy ni olfedro wonk aetinds idnefr that. Elyalr ufnny tub ifel pasyl ohw uto ewll, i'ddnt ta'hst it den. Ssik nac my trunerc rnvheeew dfbyneior i i. Dpeho yaawsl a ot for i gyu eneb me in thaw 'hes. I on'dt wath i'm 'mi eolv i wo,n btu ewhre veol uibdnlig at. .
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