A letter from April 17th, 2020

,up ot ocymoen itb ety ainkmg nspsredige of hte sah ocsersp a lcoegel, the cosden ayre tisll obj taghlhou icpk has been whihc naotpcipail. .
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Ssh'e yer sa ew nr,meyao but to tdo'n naal eotnf iifdeynlte a ntlsei sitll vaefoirt eld. Nmeoicod nas i dmazea ecpal is to rhda am gerhvyetni at a who enddhla nda oyu ,be. Fomr to to girnud uoy whta hsone,t ma yraes i ltlis yahprte setho in be epanpedh ieencorgrv. We sa as icdlh, onutam veusirdv i a eth an adn na ickp lwil pu nuosemro etsr tdlua. Reve ,wya can 'eewr cna rohond—torr' uoy eht ew'er i wry,or 22 sviiaelzu yb etbert omsatl ndiog gnmaii!e can yuo on,w oyur agimnei ensoexrisp fo hant. .
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Isiytnten dseu sleettd ynlima yefrunqce the oyu indasbroeu girbn etcblerunu owdn uyro ega webtene htta wo,n dna sntre form reats to nrow neog to astrpne by ts'i ear. Tihs meso of aehv scbueea you tniciamy mspoerlb ihwt. .
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Eht nda uyo ppleeo oruy le,ov "be of eeltgn ulef,ryos to ovle tiwh in :wtroe ouy one erffo that ehset tertse,l. Idkn nto ernevoye is nmae si otn voreneey ubt. Yntirg retpcaci uyo orfm aehtr, rgeat my to tuadl, tcngninuio ma cufelra be an i sa " tiwh stlli ahwt a. Rea lla w,ya ,uto ot yb omce peeolp uoy k,ind odsd otms giaastn eth ndif w,ath h?hgotu nkwo. A the thnig t?i to i'snt gdoo erzilea dorlw, batou.
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Tnoi nddee otg nda uor ta ekews evlo, htiinw ni 3 rftis 22, tsmre ti ew fo pitroieslahn. *** rae to you eht no rsrpseui one wo,n fo. Asid dg,o shtgni oy'uve eht. . . Eeemmrrb gvmnio adn evah o,bslrepm emvio owlsh scetla tno th,etare luwdo eth nsmitogeh i oymrme od to skiigsn rellya aaayn me i in o'duy emrmerbe ahstt lamtso i ihknt. Eb hte eht erantedeeg seabolut uyor yuo ulwod cscesa eb a nto iungrd hchrcu of ylno vomie ywa, htaer"et ariogdnb oc,sloh ahd ot ti ******* veiom" eth by eeh,attr we woudl reqautnian. Ristch uessj. .
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Iiknhntg oyu butao eepk i. Ubt igthn in ai'ss thwi at crchuh iiptashrelon mnae se,ntxie gnyli het ndicgna in hre a aanay sohcol cohtu, trebahe, ni own tihnerygev in htwi ebd dan alol einglph. Reew ,asi a,naay ti or nvree nntseddura a nwta yunfn saw ofr i?t ielsgfne our sin't stju esrudppses it's ot ouefdsnc utaob lcchi,e ro ,now ro we i'lefs lola, csayr,. Aeneacctpc darehr fmor chrae woldu escueab besceua we rwee of atht ouldw otu lief nvee tge nwek usrgop **,* ebmcoe ew nirctae rmeo. .
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I was wyh udtren tisee—l uto, our eaonitntt treigrfyni hknit vwee' i oereshwme or adensutndr dkblcoe isth. Aeksm irtnyg ensse ot ouyr nqusesere ertpnsa r,rigfyntei wree lisgr attsciri you nd,eedfi uyro ouyr iwangk in the yhw lvdie swa capees rodwl csailo ewher asw lvode adn eovl resfndi eerw eth veery on ti eect,pcda dpacimne ormsn nirer,ftyig you a tino erwe ryg,reiftni eerw a enoph auoitp wsa ei,rgrtifny os,decn erequ. Hte teh tnew ath,t si habti fuuter aevh yb 'ewer eeedpr llsti noidg enrev do a ti a,awy tguaohlh i ruo of y,wa fihat part dnu,wo ni. Isth nsaesdm ruo et,terb tar dame tsi'. .
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F:iel oalcis.
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Nowk rfate het uoy og?eelcl eht fo tihere 'dditn coends did ncoctpe ay,w ndes yrea i fo rwcosd yb het oolc. Artge vveolidn rtas ro searlve fo otms we eth ugorsp rqeeu in of ni won hgan hmet pel,oep. An(as)hn+ and now, od a iesfndr ucorotnpid mdo vniiav ehva dnsgei nad dmae ,yaw ttha ew wfe. Wsa bgitseg vsinaiv harfet gig by ydape ryou 060$. Ek,ly niownj diesng kim an aols peelo:p o,ygnu uocntiymm orsrpfose tuogbhr gaizanm iijay of. Odt plea oryu osrnei ridehtme yo uebl gorhtub aten rpjetco nda yuo iawnsmh. Driesnf iigvistn in eoneyjd ew eenv 72 ni ot aabrod aedcnli, ydstu aenglnd tow twen ew beign n,odacstl dnuroa eadm o,epuer and ew mnhsto,. Yeovu' and of 020 up aegps merimeos spdrocaekbo. Oen ecabme cklqyiu seruoictn alidcen terafvio of oyru. Ertho lienudc cngo, a:wgs hh,aann epeplo esic,sa msynia. .
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Ufn bnee ash grhit ,now ehsarrec. No alb yla,mkaa oru eebn iwth ankii eovl ,ggen hsa gnolimo btu oopsrrfes dan we yoj su, ehtssi uor. Tca enve. .
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Etreh ni olas rigls mazaign adn w'eev i,aaeln iwth dliev tiytreen rof my nnrgiatol of zetm rercea, eloglec teh t—tntsprbaiani,me. Ewhli adgnti yte'ehr dna trefa srtdeat naaile in own ,oto emzt al a. Reh hesiolpirant euaar-vetle tufrue sogal tqiu rfo ot her cakb adn rgomarp rhe ot mtez rhe eomh go tlheha, htwi nad elatmn etassrm yamlfi. Eye atssatsni akbc raec le'is ltiaifcy moh,e rof as krniwgo atidvieaitsnrm na na. It reh reca jtus ahd adem ngitka ehr sha eebn htnki gae nda ,aywa 'hess ptergardn,na etarmndhgor em dspsea fo uatob. .
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Unumocalti dema ydsa a eindrfs nda bars s,amivcti ouy gruothh oyu of penidgns dna rea cnrota opurg sloce culsb, ni a hbto ac,sot fo tihw tibin. Asirrm ectyenrl a owh( ny,osd i,ealx lba in yrbob lfte cr,aie wrok in dh,raar)v eleasn,g ot crhseear. Nda fo lyhnlcciora leeopp rgoup eolinn erteahd, uper nbtirav tbi a strm,a. .
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I ym edfnirs fo kpee avdiidnilu rocsue,. Zaez,dls tpdsepuor c,coo hwo you tub no ahs irnfeg miidanttsie wlhtae enrev nca wshoe rouy damsre nad elyteelssnrl ptu a. .
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Os ohtyu ytiacsrc godo oru hatt at elfi rtatdes etgnot taht in asy,w dmee,rntsnci 'wvee dan of vwee' ghtn,i ceam ffo lnpisega anepcctace rfom olepep shiedgdn hits gaihnv oclasi ruo. ,gmsedtnuje i gits,hn awth et,srfe ti ruo on pnyiag ttrsu am ythapre ehrae,bkart wlli dyalre ni e,erstpn ebnig sfele huniatet,c eirpc itgntge 'reew won reads our einlgnar jstu veor no eirngmmeber izieminm to nrveeolla— owh eht and. .
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Htsee so utb etast how of of ltanetor my seqiutric nda all tbu w,on htye i dan no ear isaocl sy,wa ainbitom okol is, het ma arst,m file ofr irocentu rgtih mthe ,eoeplp aevh afrguelt i ngamaiz ta tne,picacg rou. Uthghto twhor h,aev a ist' ot sinvgingttaie tub eno dogo not. Flmsey eisdnrf i asy obtau i enrev i sie,lay ahtt luodw meka gtuohht. ,sundwo lageihn arnodu tsitense,r ni eth dlo h,eetr nrsgupui lutrecu ndfgiin ot ym em —ansadw ylmfes tou ,elclgoe ym gonitfo ti yfmels zliiagsnoci tupngit yrgfi—t,rsiien llsit eotvnucninolna. Ued teh to eprse ookl o,ff but nseskind how fo ti adn oermnst depay. Pduor rll,yea nda lmud,heb i'm. Its' ngtears tomonie a. ,me aevh enev nath ogn,otfi liwl aing do uroy idfn tbodu boudaserni eerbtt est on yuo i tyu,imcmno. Ew byame can one lhe,l yda lcoo be. Ikdn het ttleses fo thta o,ocl looc ealryl. I to rfwdaro okol ti. .
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Aja,nil rsouc,e ekpe in fo tiwh my ctohu aahsh, nad i yad ouonnr ns,eo. .
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Cntmicahp?eslom sraetgte.
I iths birkc rickb i ard,h dan and am dan nsplraytieo fen,dri okwr vaeh efli i thta ogod ,orhts i i ma klneii— ,osatumibi a yb ngulneiey i tbilu a yetsl. Taaneiylrlntino ruo there st,roeps to ,eedegr noe vee'w fo ned eedepsntr olsatm eolclge eht r'wee. Got toin peepdneipr ot senivruiyt dna umabiloc tiectommd a dna psy !)( we. Ouy be (h,ye a orco)!dt d can. Enidsg ew ro( kw,ro )o,t era dirve sygahwih oduprticno won oolc eigixscenr can adn irntyg ondgi we. O,h amce ,ilrg no eadcr nda ew tedda a eon tuo,. Dsuperot vwrheoe het fo ym ma i ,tsndemi khitn i. I aecm uyeprl lecap lroeng and now dna i a ymfsle from fo no i rkwo aklc, rwhee creptes morf. .
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Rea?dsg.
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Yuo doign fo eon as are mrneo,ay adatreug omer stheo era tsemr heetr a,oky ni aadswr oyu eadgr,s r'ueoy deargs nggeitt no fo. Is the ers,cerha koto idni,seoc otyda an do it was ayer who rof ******* to ms,ea ygyolphocs ehumsa,fl phds a i ew hktin it but i het tme xrtea as elwl oyb nigdo iacilcln hirgt is a. .
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Itrhg no?w sbtiegg rboplme eht.
Als,embsh eevlars ia war putrm eb gkntia teh tngdrieop aciroursvno to nda islagndeo mtos emess tefl msreic is fomr ot iatsmgmnri hte myocnoe le:ats in r,evo epmlrosb. Wdlro nepgianhp dnosegcei in serlvea 'ehtres the. Iegd,ns memumnot ot ,jbo rfo pnelysaor,l nhic dan ot raaifd up raifad afdari to i am amde rkwo idfn iecsiafrc oyclpgysho oicmtm of to and nda inlilcac a i geiv eth setnreti. A i otd'n od'nt ntod' heva all a adn is,ht cr,a vaeh i dna vahe oenmy i rigdleirnf. .
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Hwich losh:co.
V!dsia.
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Ew ayph?p ear.
I,t ubt tbi no a nda dsrest,se sye iwgokrn. No ,tcayllua. Fear in ilve i. Eb owh seam im' i ,erom i ahypp ner:aws to enwh wno hte aleb sa i omei,cdno was yas am? nc'at in asw say i i erhe anc sa and payph swa nsa hwit ieboetvycjl i.
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No igathnyn ojb?s ercgllu/ufoeet.
Isth uonqtsie si hte ibg. .
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?emrasd.
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Dkin in mrs,aol aioccuoptsn and nurredosdu a oolc vile findser nad avhe by vorsle awnt yt,ic ot lcoo ppoeel ocol i ddraoe how yb. To cyaillanat ym and use ntleotipa snegid nawt i. Asmll atnw ,enhmotgsi ilubhsedp to heva i. Eb wnat ot uordp ********* my fo nad i earctni. To oecsl thsi a vnteeamchies aedutrgh eb to nad eb nda aotcsin ihm and godo lewl ni nad rhnoo nda tarte m,om walysa d,ad to tehm hmi nwat ym i. To awnt efel i inneftcdo. Moyen a 10k(0 tnwa aemk of i to me ot nr) not **** si -wlmngbdoiin. I eb want ipetdnneden ot. Eb to i uflteiaub dna msrta nawt. I ecpestder wlfupreo be vatelenr to and adn wtan. Ieesrds egnbi tjsu ym notshe wtih y,he. .
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Igrfove a dan eruteiopn,ts lustbnens estnoh hte naetdw and rweitr wsa 16, ntsw'a hist too eoph so ot jstu give bre,tte hatt tkinh mdae trwniig i sutsat ym a i i rome ta uetadp. My efil earsdm fo lasyaw twah treu, shit ademder ot some eewv' adn i meca hope dubli we up i epoh fo. Am os i ni tsech i elfe i my fi,legne ,ouy dwire os fo ourpd be i'ts droup a yuo, fo it wlli. Oyru pu, yvoue' reenv erosdlhu on eyuov' 'evoyu rtepty daeh envre a good tgo dttsl,ee dna agve. The velo indf i rof you ophe nkigool 'im. .
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Asletl, aeg 22.