A letter from January 23rd, 2020

Tub i htat oh god am torew. Hsnakt for the oht tpeilmnmoc. Atth soa,l vreionis ellpyctmeo hgrcear ogtorf buaot i. Esaemsg melab atcn em the rgkfnii ncise enbe 4 i ncsie etorw rseya ivoepusr its. Its' e*rmmeerb soal.
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It e,sy ma ouy 65:8 if reew ta betmrpese ,23 4022 weoignnrd is. 17 i terdun tusj ytlecrne. Fro uejn ot siahspn a nlare the irpt to hmotn on ni went i rd a.
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Esgeasm sthi gto ti tlle selaep oyu me hte u,etufr i in rnweeevh dna teg to erypl when. Esmo vahe qtusneosi i.
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Esumlc? teg did uyo mroe reev -.
A idgfnlir?re did rgilte/g ouy a reev - skis.
Oyu - egt idd jec?etdre.
You alrdeay h?ghhooicsl euaardgt ddi -.
L:npa ymneo tge a - my did fteruu ubota nrael obj, mlals tecrurn( ganhce? palsn. Ussiensb ttras egalugna oaundr ehwn a red)ay 'im.
Velea dan ?rsfhe uyo did rtsat mheo -.
Gilvin si whti - u?s iltsl ealuba.
Roeth gte ueaga?lgn aispsnh? ayn vere in or uyo - ultfen ddi.
Ddi you atht uoy phneo - oiaitncdd da?h ioerlrbh tspo.
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Oooosoo but a ti's tol too ersnaw a eur'yo lla ehmt fo i nowk lto.
B!eey.
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Ko. Ot now m'i msoalt btu dna eavh old hatw 'eserh bht ysr sya i 18. Fiel vitls-omeef"r"mnpe my sujt to ta eth m'i i nwhe haerc lrelay on eid ma hte i iesgnl ym efca nda nad het edtebadh dan fo have tub the mlies file steb mhuc itdyngi as bste laylinf gerrte ont ysa blsiospe eth i tirygn ltlis dna hitw be sye tond' taht a on a yda eceausb rpied nac yad ,yse itwh to ycehcantlli i den. Adh and ot now htwa gnrity enral ym bene ucscess delyara vie' oot kwored ot onciintg rfom irtasngt. 'mi tesb be sanywya ot htta ot idmtemtoc mi ilstl gtinry sepusrid hte.
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Tesonuqsi nwo yrou ot nweras.
1. I eta i oiscentsnt ot mbrermee itwh fco, tddn'i rome tbu saty t'ndid trginy ehnw lumces, teg it i i lahehiter neeb utb ,no veha. .
2. Hsti hse vlduewo' bht nad gym dias orme uot saw uldbefm eys ilrg neeb hes adn my 'wvduleo i dab i d; fi aauycllt thiw eht elecyntr ytetpr leef efisrnd i oeckdo at ralyel i itemoemss dseak i kile oto saw btu so. . . Ubt sure iwht 'im bietsfne. Lol. .
3. Eys. Tog cjetdere i. . Otsp em ngmiiernd. Hte noe bwt tno hses olyn dna. --_.
4. Lil' mtsu taht amtdi nad i to iudngaagrt pu slchoo ifleneityd dorup coles olgw ghih i of erpus m'i. Ltsli mvrpoei tbu it i vnee onkw nac enht i. Hte btes on in i am to fslemy tehier of ayst bste agtot lcape uehbml llac cuz het.
5. Mmmm. . . Slugegnaa gteitng tge a onruad cra hitnk utb ton'd ftfus a ot ma ivegendrli gtrstnai neth i as dan wlel a tarts li'l i job nsoo usissnbe a eb ngigo eb. Aalcltyu to evirdrs stte necleis iggon my ma spsa taseydu i im' adn kitang. Nwhe ll'i sasp gte ielrvdye jbo atht dna i. Srtat h?igtr a ffvetiece tub espmil.
6. Evlae yet ton eudd did emho. Ot nhte that ougehn neev am lslti a i'd do aekm adn to orimn resu mi' altesb nede i wah?t bo,r. Sllti but giodn shti toh ,dw i anlp on.
7. No ehs atn'i. .
8. It, juts ilke i ntuefl but ot rsivveu no klco skape iddt'n htta ma i i in tge anc tilsl ni oldsuh hthg,ou alttoyl. . . Want ot i nguoeh nto tboau tkal vetwaehr.
9. Am itngtge orme buota i ulyaclta htis ressuio. Teh heolw fof poehn thomn nad tyigasn neggitt of im' usjt evtnignsi ot tihs deflunrwo pirla. Atwh easlt wkne at mpoelbr was hte i. Me oestmime,s do egt owkn ot etconi btu i i i cb( wtha off evha to that shkant reneieepcx ot taps. Yt. Rveo ) od tsm,eesmoi ti tu,b tn'do jtsu i htat dna 'mi tigentg. No amen atht i kcol htroe oagl jtsu do no li'l ucmh ma owtn loasg cera ni tno iutln tis if but tmie icceisfp i i d'nstoe ilstl sa thsoe flai idgno tath btu emht hetro i eewhr gtih,ns ttah.
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Wsa a ngol lrlaye hist yprle ***. Yuro tfeuru fro ndoig ryoeu' lfes hist ebmrre,me tub. Hngit o'evyu si you ehtoirwes gnc,hea dhoslu nlyo uyor oslt het niitobam egvi pu ot aaydlre nerev. Post uoyr to hitnk nugis ibylait angia eeplas athgcpt orf and yreuolsf ngraie. Budole fclaeru ti's ubt na eb wiht a lla be can aikle ti ffceniiet so ntgsih ghpctta loto dna gddee rodsw it. Nda gte lsee,p moer hu. . Edmrsa easch oyru amn. Regitvyenh adn nda veelbie o,yu itmse thta ni rgtnyi rbreeemm a and ielk aehv i atlo osi,mmtsee 'yuoev it fo olpo yuo a eth i niap seme nkow nda in noed olt cna lsdsnee lasway won ifla ot i insolg ltisl. . Ucssk it. Os i ibg eaigdrnm tbu evlo eevnr epdstop owh i. Mai og ofr tho onw. Illw fuerut tshi elsf dna peoh plrey ifnd ym. . Aigna mtsyse gantheci eth llo by. Pc!eae.