A letter from June 27th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, You are just about to find out if you made it or not. If your dreams will come or not come true. I know how much effort you put to fulfill you deepest dreams and I am sure that a path will open in front of you leading to that beloved course of yours. The coin has two sides and so as life and today you are going to face one of them. Option A or Option B. I know you don't want to face the second one but you just can't know about what lies ahead. Option A makes you happy you are here in front of that screen and you just can't help it as you cry out of joy knowing that your efforts pay you off. Suddenly you party and let your family know about your success. You take a breath like you are now set free of any burden and start living the way you should. Option B is a painful story. You went through this last year and I know how courage you had to take in order to stand up and deal with everything from the beginning. But life was never just. You just have to accept it. It is not your fault things ended up like that. It is not your fault belonging to a system where dreams are destroyed by the ministry. As I said if you do really want this you keep fighting and then suddenly you prove everyone wrong because willingness is stronger than everything. Option B is that road full of ostacles the one that builds stronger people. Anyhow, you cannot know what the day obscures you either fly or temporarily being trapped in a cage. It is you that will unlock you from it. Positivity and hope will help you to reach the sky to get in that airplane and save the world. Dear me, i know how much you want all of this otherwise you would not be standing here with eyes full of hope and dreams. I wish you best of luck and I believe that God will make sure that you'll get what you deserve. JUST DO NOT EVER GIVEUP. JUST KEEP PUSHING AND CARRYING ON. INVEST IN YOURSELF. BE STRONG AND GET THE HELL OUT OF YOUR DEMONS AND THAT CAGE. YOU CAN DO IT. I AM SO POSITIVE ABOUT IT. I HAVE THAT FELLING THAT LIGHTS MY SOUL IN A POSITIVE WAY. I FEEL THAT YOUR HOPE WILL LIGHT THE WHOLE WORLD <3