A letter from December 15th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, If you receive this letter later on, just know that you made it, that you had overcome the struggle that you used to have. I'm not sure where you will be in the future, here or there, but just know that it doesn't matter where you are in this world, you are the best and you can do what you want to do. You used to have depression, sadness and shit all over the place. But we fought it, remember. Maybe by the time you receive this, you had won the battle for us. Remember the girl you use to talk to. Her name is Kara M. Taylor and she's amazing. She is the one that I ever want. I just let you know so that maybe one day you have the opportunity to treat her better than anyone else in the world. I hope you know how much she mean to you. Don't ever forget that You used to hate everyone, treat everybody like shit and even your parent. You treat them like that and use the excuse that all for their good. I know it was a hard time back then, I want so save everyone but you can't even save yourself. I don't know how much more can you endure but just do your best okay. I just want you to be happy. Doesn't matter what life will put you through, lift your head up and move on. The past is the past, Don't get yourself involve too much in it. You and I, we both made that same mistake. We dwell in the memories and lost. I hope you won't make the same mistake again At last, I don't have much to offer you. I hope you will be able to have responsibility over your things and learn how to open your heart. I know it would hurt but closing it is not the option. Tell others I said hi.