A letter from December 15th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, Hey. I just want to apologize for all the bad choices I'm making now, for my lack of motivation, for my laziness, and my lack of self-control. I hope you have dealt with the problems that I created. I am so so sorry... I am sorry I made you a fat, untalented, stupid, unlovable girl, and if you haven't fixed those mistakes that we made, that I made, it's not too late. Study harder, dance more, sing louder, work yourself more and more till you can stand on that stage, feeling loved and beautiful, with cheers erupting from the audience. At that moment, you will feel so proud. Keep going, I believe in you more than I believe in me. So... I wish you luck. Please, I beg of you, don't give up. Sincerely, Your younger self