A letter from September 23rd, 2018

Dear FutureMe, so this is what hating everyone feels like. not being able to stand anybodys presence because you just might lose control and slap the **** out of them or since you cant do that, scream at them at the top of your lungs but since you still cant do that you scream in your head and try and conatin yourself because if you step away for a second you have a whole emotional meltdown. right now i feel like this is the most i havent been able to stand anyone. this has been the emotional weekend from hell. mom, i dont even wanna call her that rght now lol, her voice feels like poison and her speaking to me is making me angry. she has a tendency of being cruel and making you feel like **** and shes been condescending since friday. now she trynna be cool after dadtook my phone? lmfao you fake as **** dont even try it. oh and guess who else has the ******* audacity lmfao, brother. yah i know you're laughing bc same. ook not same bc i typed this all with a straight face and an empty and hateful and angry conscious. that psycho ***** has the audacity to try and LMFAOOOOOOO like okkkkkkkk, ***** ok. first of all a ***** be scared to be around you sometimes LoL. everybody can suck my **** also my cramps are ******* me. **** you. just a big *** **** you. **** you M D B S number 2. i hate you all at this moment. ok now sister 1 is trynna make me ****** babysit. now i officially hate everyone. oh my god. im not babysitting i dont give 2 *****. heres another one, **** YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!