A letter from January 1st, 2018

Dear FutureMe, I can't adjust. Aar bhalo lagchena. I hate hate hate my parents to the core. Will anything ever change for better? Don't get married easily n under someone's pressure. Especially under your parents pressure. Will my dreams get fulfilled? Whenever I crave to eat panipuri or momos I watch videos coz m not allowed n I don't have money. Sab ghumne jaa rhe h n my parents always taunt me that I've the best lyf. I want change. I wanna die. I want to die ri8 now. I hate my lyf. I hate my lyf a lotttttttt. I want to live my lyf lyk I want. M fed up. I want to die.