A letter from January 13th, 2020

Dear FutureMe,Future letter Hi future self its you from 9th grade, five years ago, you'll be 19. Im currently 14 years old. I play travel and highschool volleyball. My best friend is still kath and i'm currently dating will. I like fishing or doing things outside like dad. I'm doing really well in school. This year i was on the homecoming court and i was captain of the volleyball team. Blu is my dog right now she just turned 2. I go to church as much as i can with mom. Still not sure what I want to do when im older. Quinn is currently 12 and gracie is 17. Mom and dad are obviously separated, I only live with mom but I don't know what that will be like in the future. Im currently somewhat happy, lennie died this summer so that really set me back this year but im slowly getting back to myself. I listen to music any chance I get with whatever im doing. Some of my goals are to get into a good college. I want to have a job that i'm happy with and that hopefully pays somewhat well. I want to be in no debt like car or student debt like gracie. I hope im healthy with being in college and all i know it's harder but i hope your atleast giving an effort. I hope to have a plan for my life. Some of my fears are that im not going to be happy or that i'm struggling in school. I don't want to be always sitting around doing nothing i hope that i would have a good social life. I don't want to be stressed over school. And i don't want to be totally separated from my family I hope to still check in with them a lot. I have a lot of questions. Am I happy? What do I look like? Do i still play vball? How are mom and dad? What college? Is my dorm or apartment cute looking? Am i having fun? What new friends or hobbies? Are me and kath still sisters? How are quinn and gracie? Am I in a healthy relationship if i'm in one? Am i making mom and dad proud? What kind of car do i drive? Am i a good driver? Advice that might help. Don't let someone change you. Don't loose your annoying stubbornness because you have a right to your opinion. If they are hurting you then they don't deserve you. Dont be dumb. And please don't be sad. From, 14 year old Mae H