A letter from July 28th, 2014

Dear FutureMe, I just want to note down my current feelings for him . Dear future me I just want to note down my feelings for Him. 1 year have past, time flies, faster than i thought. One year ago, i saw him, standing at the cake counter. Serving cakes. It was a love at first sight. From that day onwards, i kept looking out for him from my shop. Oh man, i have never seen such a nice guy... he is the first. He got me mesmerized. Fast forward to today, a lot of things happen within that one year. People come and go in my life. Everything change. Sch started for me and the times i get to see him is getting lesser and lesser. Today is the day which i stopped work for 2 months . It will be another long 2 months before i can see him again. It is surprising that during this year, he is always there. Always there for me to admire. I am always afraid that someday he might go away.. and i wont get to see him anymore. I am so afraid that this day will come. I believe it will its just sooner or later... Many times i wanted to go up to him and ask for him to be friends with me but i always chick out. I am so fear of rejection.. should i be brave? This letter will be delicated to the 2016 me, By the time when you see this letter, if you still like him and he is still there working.. just be brave and approach him and tell him your feelings. If he isnt there anymore I guess its fate. But all along, i am still thankful to fate. I thanked fate for allowing me to meet you And have a crush on you. Whether will we kno Know each other, thats another story. I am currently sitting on the sofa typing this out and thinking of him. I really like him and i hope that there is really something between me and him. 2016 , Maybe i did have a bf. If yes, i will love him a lot! Dear future wen's bf, Pls dont get angry when you see this. She loves you a lot. If i dont have and stopped crushing on him... Just laugh at this email; ) ..... To whoever who is reading this: thank you for taking your time to read this super long email. Right now i hope that he did be mine . 3 years later i might not have such feelings anymore. The ending is still a mystery till 2016. . . I believe god will have the best plan for me: )