A letter from July 28th, 2013

Dear FutureMe, Today you turn 23, which we had agreed it was our deadline to become actors. As you know, you're only a month away from turning 20 and we're not even close to our dream. I just hope that you haven't given up, that you didn't go back to college just because you were worried about the future and you better be better at piano. Actually, I hope you can play guitar by now. Let's recap our goal: 1. Becoming an actress 2. Live in L.A (or anywhere in California) 3. Writing music 4. Marry Riker Lynch. Alright, so we always knew number four was crazy so let's aim to just meet him. Have you yet? Well, if you haven't, you will because I believe in our persistence! Our side quests are: a. Finishing Dollhouse b. Playing piano, guitar and drums c. Finishing If, You My Dream and A Sky For Each Star d. Being famous. That's a lot of stuff to accomplish in three years! But I hope that you're at least on you way, the only thing I do ask you, though is that if you're still not acting, do it. Quit everything and try again because that's our dream and that's what you wanna do and you know it! Oh, do you have those tattoos yet? Well, you should! Remember what they mean: Keep on living, never forget your dreams and what you're living for. FutureMe, I am not disappointed, because we're at the bottom right now, big time, so whatever it is that you've accomplished, you bet I'm pretty damn proud of us, because our biggest accomplishment is that we're still alive. Happy 23rd bithday, you crazy Billie! P.S: Right now, we are breathing for Chiqui, she's asleep on my lap and we are making sure she's happy.