Time Travelled — over 3 years

A letter from January 30th, 2013

Jan 31, 2013 Sep 30, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hey, its been awhile. lol. i hope that im with jimi still, i hope that we are married and living together.. i love him sooo much he is my everything and i know he always will be. i know when i read this later i might have forgotten about it. lol. i hope im doing well and i have at least a job i love. i hope i stopped doing all that stupid shit & got myself together. im honestly scared of writing this because i dont want to be disappointed when i read it in the "future". i have faith in me & i know i will be able to bring it all together. ugh. right now i've been upset, stressed and frustrated with everything. i hope im happy in the future. i hope im living a good life. i dont want to end up like i have imagined before. i really hope im not dead. that would suck, i would never get to read this. lol. i really hope im happy. i know i've always wanted to be. today is jimi & i's 5 month anniversary, but we have talked for about 4.5 years. i love him sooo much. i hope when i meet him that things work out. i hope we have the best chemistry & i hope we are still together. this would be our 3 year anniversary, the day i get this letter. i hope its not a sad reminder of what i used to have. i hope i graduate, i hope i get a good job. i hope everything is working out for me now. i hope family is still doing good. i hope mom knows how much i love her. i hope dad changes his ways for the better. i hope im not stuck in a shitty situation. i hope i9m okay. i hope i've learned from the past. i hope i finally love myself. i hope im freaking skinnyyy!!! omg, thatd be fantastic. lmao. its okay if im still big... lol kinda. i should always love myself no matter what. i hope i always remember that. that im worth it. that i dont have to do stupid things & make terrible choices because i was being stupid. i really really really love myself. i hope i dont put up with shit anymore. i hope im a good person. i hope this letter isnt a disappointment. that would completely succkkk! ugh. i just hope i always remember to love myself. <3 <3 i love you sooooo much 21 year old allanah, <3 <3 18 year old allanah. <3

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