Surprise

Dear FutureMe, I guess I'm realizing now, how just a few years can change someone completely especially during their teenage years. Back when I was just an angsty preteen, I used to listen to some Linkin Park, Slipknot, Disturbed and things like that. Along came social media..., my AIM statuses were some sappy and angsty song lyrics unique to only how I feel. So naive, but so angry. Then that grew to gmail chat status and facebook status. Then it grew to emo facebook profile picture WITH the lyrics. For a while, I grew out of my angst phase and entered what I'd like to think as a Renaissance period. No more cries for attention via various social media... just a nice and happy person. Let's attractive positive attention, rather than negative. But what do you do when the sadness comes back? For so long, I've ignored my past ways of expressing myself through lyrics. What's left? That is what I'm struggling through today. And I hope that you, in the future, would have already figured out a good way to deal with it. I hope that you are an independent young lady, who's about to enter the real workforce. Please please please, let you be content with yourself and don't need anyone else to make you happy. That's it for my rambling today. Thank you for reading through, if you decide to do so. I don't know how I'll feel in the future... but I hope I can be considerate of something so important to me at the moment.