A letter from August 1st, 2011

Dear FutureMe, Hey. Hows college going? How was your first semester? Amazing? How was the football game? Did the Pats win? Did you go with Shane and Will and Cherie and Mckenzie and James? Did you have fun? I hope you did. Has anything happened? Did you ever get with Shane...or Will? I have so many questions I wish I could ask you. I wish you could reply to this, and let me know how things went, if I'm wasting my time, if it's worth it. How was your first semester? Are you screwed? Don't mess this up. I'm so excited for GW to start, don't let us mess this up. Four years is a long time. Don't fuck it up. Don't do it. Don't do it. God I'm nervous. What if we mess up? What if I have to go to MCC? God, I don't even wanna think about it. I'm scared for you, for us. I'm nervous. But I think we'll be okay. Did you lose any more weight? Have you dropped to below 160 yet? C'mon kid, buck up. You need to get more healthy. I love you. Keep at it. Good luck. I hope you're okay. Remember...I love you <3