A letter from May 29th, 2011

Dear FutureMe, This time last year, you had alot on your plate. If anything has gone off of the path and taken you to where you needed to go always remember to trust in god. Is mom ok? Growing up at nineteen isn't how you may have expected your life to be, but knowing that you kept the family together and knwoing you are gonna give those three babies a damn good life is amazing. Don't let anyone bring you down. Like Jordan had said, someone will take a pre-made family as long as the baby daddy isn't there, because it is less drama. They are your brothers so what you are doing is understandable and amazing. Life will throw you curveballs, but it is how you deal with them that will make you stronger in the end. You had to grow up earlier then other people had too and you are going to be more respected by others because of how you handle it. People may not say it to you but you are amazing by stepping up and doing what you are doing with your life. Don't let those babies drop out of school either, make them finish school and go to damn college. Give Pickle hugs and kisses from past me :) I have been on a lack of sleep for two days that is why I am writing this. Just know that you are an amazing person for your actions you take. Love, Me