I'm not too sure.

Dear FutureMe, I just got an email from future me, from a year ago, and it's got me thinking. It's about him, the boy I love and will always love. It was saying to get over him, to not fall too deep because there was no chance of us ever going out but we're going out at the moment and it's amazing and I'm falling in love with him and I don't want it to stop and it's so surreal. I want you to remember it when you read this, no matter what happens. You went to the cinema with him last Friday, you'll remember that. It's the Royal Wedding, you'll probably remember that too. Just remember it and love it and be so happy that you can't breathe because you can't breathe around him because he makes your heart skip beats. He's amazing and you want to let yourself fall but what if you can't. I don't know. I just need to remind you of being happy. Or as close to happy as you'll ever get. I love you, keep your chin up. C x