Time Travelled — almost 5 years

all messed up

Nov 30, 2010 Nov 29, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Tonight life is good but then again, not so good. Too much drama everywhere. Too much pain and too many people being selfish. My husband really needs to figure out how to leave the past behind him. So, maybe he did have a crappy childhood...he is here now and things could be really great. Except that everything reminds him of how crappy the past was. "Please let it go and learn to forgive." People are not perfect and family is the least perfect of all. Sometimes it just hurts too much to see you do this to yourself. Stand up and tell him to stop drinking. Tell him to take his medications or he will not be here when this letter arrives. High blood pressure, diabetes, depression, anger issues...old girlfriends that seem wild and interesting. And me? Right now I just feel tired - I sure hope I'm not still tired when I get this letter. Who knows maybe when I get it things could be so much worse and I will read this and wonder why I didn't just count my blessings? I pray tonight for peace and strength and wisdom and grace.

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