hello

Dear FutureMe, Today is August 28, 2009. School starts in less than two weeks on Sept 9. You've been working a lot lately. You will have worked thirty hours by the end of next week. That's a lot. I'm sorry that you appreciate life anymore. It's hard to when you money is tight. I hope Spain will be fun. I hope Dena goes. I know people say money can't buy happiness, but to an extent, it can offer it. and boy, can that mean a lot. I hope in the future you will find someone that will treat you right. You're emotions cannot be toyed with because you are so fragile. You have this wall built up since childhood. I hope you can find someone that is your kryptonite, that'll break these walls. You're so afraid of growing up now. I dont want you to be. I want you to accept the way your life is. Even if you dont have much freedom, i hope that you will make the best of it. Every decision you make impacts your future. Remember to meet the right people, as they make an influence on your decisions. I'm sorry for everything. I know you're never happy. I wish you were. I wish you could find happiness in your life. I wish you could feel what the next person you see on the street feels like. Maybe that's a sense of security also. i'm crying right now. I'm so scared for the future. But i hope the future me can do better. I hope i succeed. I want you to learn to find happiness in all these small things. To learn from others. I want you to know that it is okay to make mistakes. and regrets? everyone has them. don't feel so sorry for yourself all the time. learn to love. i know its hard, and i know that you dont know how, but you will. someone out there will show you. dont be scared.