written on 6/1/06

Dear FutureMe, i just realized 666 is in 6 days. Hopefully Erica didnt have that gay "party" she was thinking of having and hopefully you didnt hangout with her "lots" like you accidently wrote in her soph yrbk you stole for her you retard. I know i already wrote you an 18th bday email but why not another 1? Things have happened since the last time I wrote that. Not much but some. Already said some of it in the email you got in aug. So the big 1 8? Hows it feel? Feels the same as if you were still 17 right? Still no freedom. "Act" mature and she'll eventually come around and let you out more and you wont have to use the "im 18 i can do what i want" excuse......ya right no matter what you do she'll always treat you like a kid. I shouldnt be saying that to you but its the truth or maybe not. This is your past writing so idk what its like for you 6 months from now. Hopefully better. Since its only 6 months probably the same shit going on. Most has nothing to do with you. Try not to let your friends drama affect your life. It doesn't affect ayou cuz it has nothing to do with you. Let their other friends deal with their bullshit. You have enough of your own drama dont embrace theirs. I wondered off the "18" subject and went into another sry. You hate having bday parties but dont worry, after 18 they'll be more fun since you'll have more freedom to do more stuff than jus sit around and watch tv. Take the fuckin pics, open the presents and try to look thankful and chill. Happy Birthday.