Your Time Capsule- 5 YEARS AGO!

Dear FutureMe, Hi Blaine, this is you five years ago. I know that you absolutely hated life back then. I hope you LOVE life now. Today at school you didn't do the Mardi Gras French thing because you were scared that the audience would react to your stuttering. Your teacher, Mrs. Todd talked to you and told you how much other students admire you and how much she cares about you. She stretched out her arms and said "I care about you this BIG". You cried on the way home because you were just sad because you feared your future. Well, I hope I have gotten everything that makes me happy. Today you met this new therapist which I don't know her name. We talked for 80 minutes alone then mom and Tessa came in and then we all talked for an hour. Tessa was crying how I am not close to her anymore and they were saying that I'm hard to deal with and everything. Mom says we "NEED" family counseling. I think it is a bunch of bullshit. My life totally sucks right now. I feel like I am in suicide land. Why does life as a teen have to suck so much? Maybe you know the answer by now! You are all finished with your fucking teen years! You are so lucky! Do you have a hot girlfriend now? Its okay if you don't, as long as you're happy. What are you doing now? Anything that involves film or writing? Right now my teeth have a gap in them because I wasn't responsible enough to wear my retainers. Did Mom ever get you new braces or a retainer? Do you still have your Myspace.com account? Do you still chat with Ali? CURRENTS: Postal Stamp 39 cents Weight 142 pounds Height 6'0.5" ? Shoe Size 12 ?? A decent home on the Central Coast $700,000 minimum One bedroom apartment $1000 Beginning Teacher Salary $34,680 Favorite Songs: Round and Round, Happy Workers, Whammer Jammer, I still like Genesis Book I am reading: Ramona and her Father (for pleasure) P.S. Remember to check the Curtis Middle School bell schedule on www.allenisd.org and see if Susan McDaniel is STILL the principal at Green. And check out the Nipomo High School bell schedule www.lmusd.org. If time travel is possible come and see me in my room tonight 3/8/06 12:01 AM. _________________________________________________ This letter was finished on Tuesday, March 7, 2006 at 10:17 PM.