Remember how you love her?

Hey, No matter what you've been up to, no matter what you've gained or lost or done...it doesn't mean anything if she's not right there with you. If she's not, you fucked up hardcore. Pack your shit, move where ever she is and try your hardest to get her back...but don't be all stalker like. Her birthday is in two days...send her flowers...do anything it takes. You love her and Ivy more than anything. If she IS still with you, good job. Make sure you're doing everything you can each day to show her how hard you love her. Here's the email that she'll hopefully get from you on her birthday: Dear future Michele, Today is: 1/21/06 this website is pretty cool, you go on here and email a letter to yourself in the future...I guess though, I've decide to email you instead. I loved you yesterday. You are and have been everything I've ever wanted. Today I love you so much it hurts, in fact, that's my headline on myspace as of last night..."so much it hurts". Tomorrow I will love you more than I think I'm capable of today..and I'll be amazed by you all over again. I cried in front of Ivy tonight. She sat on the edge of the bathtub with me after I told her that I didn't want you two to move to North Carolina without me because I love you guys more than anything, then I cried and she sat with me--even asked me if i could scoot over so she could. I kissed her on the cheek during a squeeze and she didn't gross out. She's become a really good friend of mine and I hope that one day I have the chance to return the gifts that she's given me. I'm amazed by her everyday too. I don't ever want you to not be with me--i want to marry you in front of everyone we've ever known--even though i've never been secretive with anyone about how I feel about you, and how you make me feel. as it stands right now, we're moving to north carolina with your sister...i'm nervous, excited, and scared... Ivy just told me that her feet smell, and I'm at a loss for words right now. I guess I just want you to know how much I love you two..you are my best friends, you are my family, and you are my everything...please know that, even if I'm not sitting there with you right now, I've been humbled, centered, and blessed by the beauty of you and your family...i guarantee that i still feel eveything for you that I feel today...I will never think differently. If, by chance, we've parted ways. Please take a minute to give Ivy a squeeze for me and email me to let me know how you're doing because I DO care...my address hasn't changed... Happy birthday. I love you...hard...still