A letter from Oct 01, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Or should I saw new and improved self, I hope that you are being kinder to yourself and have managed to silence (atleast sometimes!!) the niggling negative nancy that lives in your mind. Here's a reminder that you are more than enough and whilst you haven't always believed this the time is now to remind yourself. Please remember the much younger you and she is who we are doing this for, she does not deserve a life filled with self doubt and missed opportunities (and neither do you my darling ) Writing this currently with tears in my eyes - very annoying as I have freshly applied makeup but hey ho **** happens. Please continue to be the best version of yourself - continue to be selfless in a sense however I want you to be selfish with your time, energy and attention. These are very very precious. Fingers crossed life is making a little more sense to you and friendships and work are thriving for you. Great things are coming, All my love xoxo

Epilogue

9 months later

My love, I say this with a smile (and tears but this is me we're talking about) It's been a minute and...

Ni dahtirby i ni oyur my hstenyo lla no nusieevr a nhkit to slat tnsaw' laepc kewn nosa-re htwvreae aerd i rfo sodwr aeyr eth. It to wkee be gkanti a icgnostisn yb spiahsne of ikdn htneso yera r,bul mpientttga dna smeo aecetr msoylt of ltas ill' was weke. Yb chdkcee rtlyu dan uot moevrnbe i lwel swa. In ets adh mcoe a ewvrheo idcvie,se wne reeeddmnit janrauy nias. Tfrae na iivetwner nieitv ieecddd seahcr drtaest seh lrmugenedwnhi orf and to elktca an lluf dhae ionogkl ,rwok ifle ew time no ehr ihtw adh. Dol atsbhi go haed opek lernya eidrt 'itddn ot ew eenv etirh and. We eomsoen oewnm eeitriwvn lifray to fo hwit a eth wrehveo iantigiimndt 3 smhas gmdeaan nlape. Onw opusepr i nda of aer e,ttseld kwno feeling rfbeeo you 3 if in dna buaot eryv a adn elfe otnsmh aevh eerv i ngnbgloei aetm ribclideen eth i eenss aer dot'n. Suoncigf now evah up and ehtahl are ruo we lhoyaids nidle 2 no. Nittioaus teh xnet so eth dgairengr elov hsughtto moes :) ! tiem dan hitgt xxxx i vlinig lliw hvea we kpaes sngndie pohe vpsioeit oldh ayawsl i wsne.