Hello me

Lyndis, they still call you that? How's it going? I hope yer felling better then now because, buddy, it can't get much lower then this. Yer unemployed, in a relationship yer doubtful of, and scurrying around at the last minute for a college that yer not even sure you want to go to or are even ready to go to. Yer scared out of yer mind and feel like yer about to burst into tears every time somebody brings it up. You've even wondered if life was worth it anymore. Please tell me you've at least improved yer situation. Maybe begun to pay back mum a little, ye? Maybe you have goals, plans, aspirations that I've never been able to set for myself. And, if yer lucky, you've been able to keep Jeff...but I'm not so sure. Really it's not healthy for you. But you know that, don't you? Tell me, are you still pretty chunky? I'd hoped that by now you would have slimmed down. At least a size 14, ye? If so, maybe you have a new piece of man candy and he's reading this over yer shoulder right now. If so, I look forward to seeing you naked Future Boyfriend. I hope Alex and Al are still in touch with you. Those two are the best things that have ever happened to you, remember that. Well, I think that about sums it up. According to superstition, the world would've ended two years back. Good thing we don't believe in that, ye? You might want to do another one of these later on. Keep yerself in check and what not. I'll keep cheering for you. Lyndis (17) PS: Happy Birthday. Hope yer not spending it alone.