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So HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU.... from ME (which is you by the way)! Hey, so you're now 21. Congrats! I hope it's a good one! Anyway, what are you doing right now? Have you finally decided what you want to do with your life yet? If not then I'm not going to sit here and tell you to get a move on. You don't need to rush it, despite what everyone else says. You can be whatever you want in your own good time because who are you racing against? You don't have to get as far as you can as fast as you can. Chill, breathe, have fun. One life and all that. You know what? If you've been working too hard, go on vacation for a bit. I, your 17 year old self, allow you to take a break for a few days. You'll thank me later. If you're in university still, I hope you're loving it. I think that's all you can hope for. Do your homework and hand in your assignments on time. Remember why you're doing it. Remember the silver motorola phone text, okay ;) Well I'm adding to that list anyway. Study hard for me. So that I can have everything you're working for. I hope you've come out of your shell a bit more too. Get to know people and stop being afraid of being attached. Grow some balls and speak up, and if people want to say stupid things to you then remember that the issue is not with you, but with them. But don't do that weird annoying pitying thing that I hate so much. Anyway, most people are really awesome and you'll never know it. And don't be afraid because everyone's the same. Everyone has the same worries and insecurities as you do so you're in the same boat as these people. I hope you've learned to love as well. For my sake. Oh and I hope that you've had some good flings and intense loves and had your heart broken so that you don't do it to anyone else. I thought that I was going to keep this short and sweet but I am a rambler. Don't hate me for it =D. I hope that's gone too... the rambling I mean. Don't forget how much you love books and love to read. Even if school makes you want to never see a typewritten page again, read one book. for me. Make it a good one, 'cuz it only takes one to get you into it again. Besides you learn lots of great stuff. Read EVERYTHING! Be curious and experiment, and try things I never thought you would. And if you forget everything else and take away one thing remember that I LOVE YOU! XDD Even if nobody else will, there's always one person who will love you despite every crappy thing you do or say. Despite every time you mess up, and every time you fall. That person is me. So time to wrap this up now I think. Umm, don't forget who you were and where you came from. Don't forget about everything you've been through, everything you've done and everything you've learned. AND don't forget about me. So happy birthday, and here's to many more! (This is where you drink XD) Lots of love, Me