hen do

Dear FutureMe, So Gill is in charge of organising Ruth's hen do and she's not doing a tacky one! As if. Mines gonna be super tacky. She's not getting a stripper and it dawned on me that if she did maybe it would be the first penis she's seen. o.o it's possible but obviously I don't know. She might have had one night stands or messed around at uni. Now I've just thought I wonder if when Jessica was dating Nigel, did she suck him off? Or is that why he dumped her! I think she must have cos you couldn't keep a relationship going for 4 years if you don't surely. Oh dear this is what is wrong with the world. Now I want to suck someone off.... awks... I properly fingered myself for the first time the other day, I wouldn't say it was that pleasurable cos I think I was too busy thinking about the action of doing it rather than getting in the mood ;) It hurt a little but was also quite nice feeling stretched like that and then I thought if two fingers hurt how the hell is a dick meant to get in there! I'm hoping it'll mean it won't hurt as much if a guy does it to me now. I also keep fantasing a hell of a lot at the moment. i think I need to get with someone lol. Like Connor tries it on with me and then some amazing guy saves me haha. Or I get with Roscow and call him a player (he has got with Tasha and Hannah and many more obvs). Have you got with any of them? I'd pick James but who knows... and if you get the chance maybe get with Oli again. I do kind of regret not getting with him that second time but now he's going out with Abi. But if they split up then why not! I think you'd make a good couple.... apart from the awks height difference :/ And don't worry if you're still a virgin but it might be time to change it. Now revise! xxxxxx