A letter from October 20th, 2013

Dear FutureMe, I wonder what you're up to nowadays. Given how often you change your goals, I'm hoping you're in the middle of achieving one right now. Something good I hope. Have you resumed going to church? Right now you always make promises but you never seem to do them. You're repentant when you are troubled, or you need something from God. But you seldom remember him when you are happy, or at least free from worries. I hope you have fixed this internal struggle and have found a common ground with Him. How are you in terms of relationship? Still championing the 'forever alone' mantra? Sometimes I wonder if mama is right, that we expect too much. I don't expect too much, I just want to find someone who can take my personality, without me having to alter myself. How about Jend, is he still pissing you off? Have you moved houses. Remember last weekend, how Nancy and Paul were here and you told them your side of the story. Paul's parting words were, 'Take care of our friend.' Maybe I should keep that in mind whenever my anger surfaces. Are you still crushing on Stacy? I hope you are healthy. I hope our family is healthy. God bless you. I love you. Be strong. You are here, that means you have survived whatever hardships may have passed through your life in the past year.