A letter from April 25th, 2013

Hello Sal! Well, since I got the last one of these on my birthday a week or two ago and it made me think 'WOAH!! Things DO change pretty swiftly in 6 months!' and so I thought it'd be a good idea to do another one, for another 6 months time and see what predicament you're in then! Or more like what you've got yourself into, you silly mare ;) As always. :) Now, let's see....at the moment, family wise, you're still at home, obviously, you've just lost Tiggy, which has been a huge blow to everyone :'( The day that you always feared arrived on March 22nd 2013, and I didn't even have to look at the calendar to remember that date, it'll be forever imprinted on our minds. :( Basil is fine however and going strong, had his 9th birthday yesterday and your fish, Timmy is also happy and healthy :) Career wise you're STILL at Uni, with a mere 2 weeks left and a final performance to do and then you're all done. Yipppeeee! I'm actually really shocked we've made it this far to be honest. And at the moment you're planning on just getting a job over the summer and going to Arden with Tom in September to finish the top up. You're still considering the comedy course at Salford as back up in case things don't work out with Tom. As for you and Tom, YES, YOU'RE FINALLY WITH HIM, you've got what you wanted all that time and next month you'd have been together 6 whole months!!! And is it all you imagined? NO!!! A big fat NO!!! is the answer to that. Why did you go so mad over him you silly woman!? Granted, he's a lovely lad most of the time who is very caring and affectionate, but the rest of the time you'll filled with doubts and disappointments and it's eating away at you and stifling you. Yes, we love him, but is it enough? Does he love you enough or is he just going to hurt us again? Only time will tell I guess. I'm VERY interested to know if we're still with him at this point and at Arden...or if you're with ANYONE or at ANY Uni to be honest. So much happened in the last six months, I dread to think what's happened by now....and maybe a bit excited too, maybe things are better than they are now? Or is that just what we always hope? I can't really think of anything else to say really, at the moment we're very confused, a bit miserable and VERY unsure of our future and what to do next. Hence the ol' psychic reading overkill :/ We really need to learn to relax and just let things happen in their own time and as they want and need to. Whatever is happening at the moment, I just REALLY hope that you're a bit happier and more content in life then you are at the moment. Granted, things aren't TOO bad at the moment, but you really do need to sort some shit out, which I hope you have done by now, or at least made some head way (I can see you reading this in 6 months time and going 'naaaaah, that didn't happen lol) So yeah, I just hope wherever we are and whatever we're doing, it's good and happy because we deserve it, we really do. We just need to believe that :) And hmmmm, it's the end of October now, right? Urgh, I guess that means another winter and ANOTHER Christmas coming up lol What fun? At the moment it's just finally starting to warm up and become spring and I'm looking forward to a nice summer after what seems like an eternity of winter and cold :/ So even if you are happier at the moment, I'm not envying the 'part' of the year you're in lol. See you in another six months I guess...more than likely you're next birthday? Take care mucker, you're a good lass. ;) xxxx