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Dear FutureMe, I hope everything you've ever wanted is coming true. you're 25 now, can you believe it? You wrote this when you were 20, coming back from seeing "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" with kathy. I hope you and her are still friends, and hopefully you remember how AWESOME that movie was. Are you a music journalist yet? Are you making music, yet? I hope so. So what happened with you and Jay? As of now, you're a couple, in a relationship, but NOT boyfriend and girlfriend. Don't ask me why we put up with it. We love him. He's amazing, and takes our breath away. What about MIKE? Are you and him married? haha all these boys. but seriously, if things fell through with jay, what did you do? I hope you didn't use mike as a last resort. That'd be pretty twisted. You're only a week away from getting to visit Jay again. We can't wait! :) Good sex, good laughs, good times all around. And hey, if things fell through, you'd better be over it. You're twenty fucking five years old. And if you're not, it's okay. Things hurt, and I have no idea how long you guys are going to be together. I hope you finally realized how beautiful you are, and how amazing and wonderful you make things around you. And hopefully, maybe, you found a guy (or girl) to realize it, too. Just don't tell brandi-or jay- that right now you still kind of love her. <3kirstin.