A letter from July 26th, 2011 to: me from: me. Better not delete this you asshole!

Dear FutureMe, I am a fuck up. I've done many fucked up things. Tonight (or this morning) i was going to sneak out to smoke. but then I backed down because I knew that it wasn't worth it, and I'm sure as hell not going to accept dyeing early because of drugs and alcohol anymore. I hope that you're sober... I hope that you graduate. I also hope that you don't dig ME out of your mind and bring up the drug craved being that I am. I hope you found love, and not the fake shit that I've been getting now. I also hope you got a damn license... because it sucks not being able to come and go anywhere you please. Congrats that your almost done with high school! I'm proud of you and I know you are too because... well... you're me! xD People love you. They care about you and yes, you are a wonderful person underneath all that French jerkiness. Be yourself... that's very important... and don't date online. I also would appreciate it if you got a tattoo... and snake bites. Because that would be totally amazing. Keep your head held high and do whatever the hell you want (just as long as your sober)... don't get caught. Don't be a bitch either... I hope you haven't been. If you have, then your a prick :D just kidding... but seriously... you are beautiful and have a wonderful heart. right now i'm insecure and hate being positive about myself I have a low self asteem.. I hope that it's fixed by the time that your reading this. One last thing.. I hope you've found what you were looking for. and remember what Tristan said: Find your Wings.