i hope you've forgotten about this.

Dear FutureMe, this is your moment, and the time is now. if you aren't doing exactly what you want to be doing, DO IT. tell him you love him. buy that pretty top even if it is a bit too expensive. go to that party and drink a little too much. reward yourself for living so long. and if you already are, good for you. i love you. they love you. don't forget about manchester orchestra, they're the best. today is july 3, 2010. almost 4pm. "if you be my star, i'll be your sky." read a book or two, good ones. how's college? where is college? i have no idea yet. i'm about to start junior year, wooo. i hope you didn't screw yourself over in APUSH and AP english. hey, is kasra still asking you for sex? hahaha. is andrew still in your life? god, you're soulmates, aren't you? what about riley? are you living together? i just realized how strange it is that i'm addressing myself as "you.' emilie grace king. you better still be best friends with her. kristen curle. is she still with ekim? lawlz. is she pregnant yet? that was mean. you better still be sisters. donnie darko? remember that? remember the first time you got really high? that was a few weeks ago. maybe you've done it since. maybe that's not a particularly good thing... maybe it is. what about religion? hm? just...what about it? phil nosrat. what happened to him? merisa dedovic. katt, kathleen, lisa, kasey, rosemary. how are they? how are you? are you happy? i hope to god you/i are/am. still striving to be a psychologist? duh. hell, this is making me sad to keep writing. do you remember writing this? remember what you wore? remember the taste of dr. pepper and sunflower seeds? and why you're eating those sunflower seeds? take a trip to somewhere cool. write a poem. hope you didn't lose your bucket list. is tom felton still attractive? haha this is only two years away. of course he still is. four years from now. i'll be 20. you are 20. weird. don't forget. don't forget anything. EVER. don't let ANYTHING slip by you. these years matter. this email is extensive. i love you. -almost 16 year old self.